February 2012
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You can't force someone who self-injures to stop....
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January 2012
7 posts
In the end you`ll see whos fake, and whos true, and who would risk it all just for you -Wiz Khalifa ♥
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I’ve never been more happier this past week - never in my life have I felt so good about myself even though i’m under a lot of stress. I feel free like a bird. I thought I was gonna relapes this week, but I stayed strong and hung onto hope and I made it through, and I feel even more amazing becuase of it.
For the frist time in my life.. I love my body the way it is. Yes, I have scars...
believe in recovery. believe in yourself.: so i... →
believeinrecovery:
so i ‘track’ the recovery tag and it sooo depresses me. people are so bummed out about having to be in recovery. the path of recovery is a beautiful thing and should be embraced. people should overcome whatever their fears are, the fear of the unknown. jump head first into positive thinking. …
“Put your hand over your heart. Feel that? That’s called purpose....”
“Making the right decision is for yourself is so hard when there are so many...”
December 2011
7 posts
It seems like these days you cannot say anything...
METAPHORICHEART: 50 Songs that gave me hope when I... →
metaphoricheart:
Breathe by Superchick
Don’t Stop Believing by Journey (Glee Cast is nice too)
This is Your Life by Ryan Calhoun
Dare You to Move by Switchfoot
So Beautiful by Superchick
Stand in the Rain by Superchick
Through the Storm by Dax Johnson
Limbo by Ludovico Einaudi (well anything by him…)
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It’s been 82 days since I last cut, and it feels like I only stopped yesterday. Every morning I wake up and remind myself to stay strong - and I do. I never think about cutting, apart from Wednesday night when I thought about my “vow” to myself. And even then, I didn’t want to hurt myself. It felt amazing putting those blades away in my case. I don’t think I will...
Deciphering Me: "Beauty" and beauty →
ispysteph:
I get so frustrated when people convince themselves they are in no way beautiful or able to be different; that they must conform to the socially-imposed standard of “beauty”.
But I’m being entirely hypocritical.
For as long as I can remember I’ve been so critical about the way I look, the…
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I turn 18 is an hour, and my God, i’m scared as hell. I never thought I would live till now. I told myself by the time I would be 18, I would be dead. I cannot believe it. I’ve changed so much this year, I have a new hope for the future and I cannot wait for my life as an 18 year old. I’ve overcome a lot, and now i’m ready to move into the future and learn from my past. I...
I wish there was someone next to me telling me...
November 2011
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Anonymous asked: you are beautiful.
I’m scared to go to sleep tonight, becuase I have a health exam in the morning. My final thing I will do at that damn school. It’s not that I dont want it to end, I want my time there to end. But I have to face my class again and some people I dont want to know anymore. I’m scared the exam will throw me back into cutting like it did last year and I dont know if I can handle that...
“The battle doesn’t end after recovery because to be honest, you are never truly...”
– (via painxwithoutxlove)
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54 days self harm free and counting!
Stay strong. xoxo
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I need to pull myself out of this. Becuase i’ve learnt in life no one else is around to help. So here are my rules i’m setting for myself - becuase I need to sort my life out.
Go to bed by 11pm and be up by 8am at the latest. Have to be out of bed.
As soon as I get up, Go for a run - no matter the weather.
Get changed after work - no walking in togs no more. Time to look after...
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Now that i’ve finished school, I feel like im no longer anchored in a way. There’s no much keeping me going. Nothing for me to get out of bed in the morning. I feel as if i’m slipping back into depression. I don’t want to go back there again. I keep thinking about cutting myself, and even more about the few times I planned to kill myself. I feel like i’m drowning and...
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My mum keeps going on about how proud of me she is and how many that fucking school was for me. She has no idea what happened. No idea about how that school changed me. She has no idea that at the start of the year I was planning on being dead by the time I turned 18. I hate it. I can’t take it when she says that. I just want to scream and tell her what that school made me do. I hate it. I...
I'm Done Pretending.
andthetruthwillsetyoufree:
I’m done pretending to be somebody I’m not. I’m done faking. I’m done being alone. I’m going to make my life way better than It’s ever been, because I’m the only one who can change that. I’m not going to live to fill other people’s expectations. I don’t care what standards they might have. I just want that life I’ve never had. And I’m going to make it, nobody’s going...
I need to go for a run before all these emotions...
My Life Is A Book With No Last Page.: Self Harm, →
andthetruthwillsetyoufree:
Yes, I am on a road of recovery. I have been clean for a month and a half now. I will say this, it is not easy. Self harming is a very vicious cycle, that well… Is very hard to end. But if I can do it, I know you can. I believe in you, even if nobody else does. I do. Think of the happy things in…
“Follow your dreams. Stay true to who you are. Believe in yourself. Love...”
– Katerina Graham (via vivo-la-vita)
One of my "friends" is on facebook going on about...
I'd care if the person I reblogged this from...
“Recovery is not a team sport. It’s a solitary distance run. It’s long, it’s...”
– Grey’s Anatomy Season 7, Epsiode 19 (via blabbing)
I need to follow some new people! Reblog if your...
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Recovery does not happen over night….it is a process….slow hard process….sometimes it seems like you are going no where, sometimes it seems like you are going backwards….yet if you put the effort, the time, the work into trying your very best, no matter the out come, you are on the road to recovery….it will take time, you will make mistakes, but what is life if...
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“*- Self-respect cannot be hunted. It cannot be purchased. It is never for sale....”
– Whitney Griswold
BROKEN: I choose to recover. →
inevitably-autophobic:
After 2 years of self pity, self hate, self harm, severe depression, unhealthy eating habits, and daily suicidal thoughts, I’ve decided to finally pick myself back up. I started this blog thinking it would be all about self hate, depression, self harm, and my horrible problems.
Damn, I used to hate
Through the Looking Glass: →
throughtherabbitholeoncemore:
I know I’ve got a long way to go but I,
I’m just getting started.
I’m over my head and I know it, I know it.
I’m doing my best not to show it, to show it.
Whatever it takes to be, what I was meant to be.
I’m going to try.
I’m living the dream and I know it, I know it.
I’m…
Sing the music of your soul: One of the sweetest... →
breakingfromsilence:
You mean so much to me. I know I’ve said some of these things to you so many times before but honestly I’m prepared to say them as many times as it takes you to believe them. I’ve told you a few times about how you helped me, I still dont think you really understand. When I first met you I told…
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Slow Me Down: Today is the day. →
theabigaildee:
Today is the day to create something beautiful. Today is the day to fall in love. Today is the day to let your friends know you adore them. Today is the day to thank your family for everything. Today is the day to paint and draw. Today is the day to sing out loud. Today is the day to dance. Today…
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