I finally feel positive. I am finally feeling excitied for the  future. I finally feel like I can do anything in my life. I really hope  this feeling will last. Becuase i’m sick of my cutting controlling my  life. I wanna live like I have been these last couple of weeks and be  free! I’ve finally found myself, and I love it. Yes, there are still  things I dislike about myself, but my positives outweight the negatives.  I know I don’t like how much i weigh, but I know that will change in  time.

I got my acceptance letter to University today.  It was so exciting. I’ved pinned it on my wall to remind myself that  someone thinks I am good enough to go to Uni and it’s given me a new  hope for the future.

This time last year I was  thinking I would be dead by now, and yet i’m still alive surviving,  fighting this battle. This time next year, i’ll be sitting exams and  getting ready to enjoy summer.
Hope. :)
Nov 5th 2011 · 21 notes · Tags: #Hope #future #recovery #life #time to live
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