Now that i’ve finished school, I feel like im no longer anchored in a way. There’s no much keeping me going. Nothing for me to get out of bed in the morning. I feel as if i’m slipping back into depression. I don’t want to go back there again. I keep thinking about cutting myself, and even more about the few times I planned to kill myself. I feel like i’m drowning and there’s nothing to stop me. I’ve even not so bothered with work no more, it use to be awesome but now it’s starting to feel like a chore. I feel like i’m worthless again, my “friends” don’t care about me, and even my mum is starting to ingore me. I feel helpless. Like i’ve became nothing. I don’t want to be here anymore. I’m starting to feel like no one has ever cared about me and they never will. Everyday is a fight to get up, to do something productive. It’s taking all my will power not to cut, So much that I no longer want to get up in the mornings. What have I became?

I don’t want to start this cycle again, I need something to pull out of this.

Does anyone have any tumblr’s that can help inspire me or something?