I’m scared to go to sleep tonight, becuase I have a health exam in the morning. My final thing I will do at that damn school. It’s not that I dont want it to end, I want my time there to end. But I have to face my class again and some people I dont want to know anymore. I’m scared the exam will throw me back into cutting like it did last year and I dont know if I can handle that right now. I still havent completely decided if I want to sit the exam seeing as i’ve accepted an placement at uni already. I’m excitied for next year. I’ve come so far in the last couple of weeks - i’m happy about how my mind is right now. I’ve never felt better. I remember my health exam last year, I cut right before my exam ending my 2 month recovery. I dont want that to happen again. Some may think i’m being stupid, but i can’t help it.